My friend SS, when she found out that I had yet to kiss AJ, she was suprised. We had been going out for a little more than two weeks, and hadn't kissed? She asked me how did I really know if I liked him without kissing him first. And honestly, it had never crossed my mind to kiss him to figure out if I liked him at all. I thought our pace was perfectly fine.
Then yesturday happened.
*Que dramatic music*
I got on the bus, with no thoughts that this would be an important day. Me and TD. TD didn't have and exam today but was helping out with the grade 8 auditions. I had my exam at 12:30, but got there early because I wanted to see AJ. I saw AJ in the morning then dropped him off to his exam which started at 8:15.
He finished around 10:00, and we chilled until my exam. He dropped me off, and I hugged him and then left. He pulled me back said hugged me again with saying "I love you" and I guess I was caught off guard, I don't even remember what I did, but I most definitely didn't say it back. Throughout my exam, I kept on thinking of how stupid I was. He must feel stupid.
AJ picked me up from my exam though, which finished at 2:00. We went to his locker and than mine. He told me we were going to meet his friend down the hall, and honestly even realize anything suspicious.
He kidnapped me. LOL. He took me down the hall, into this space between a door. He was making me guess what he wanted, I knew what he wanted. I just couldn't bring myself to say it.
He wanted a kiss.
His first kiss.
My first kiss with him.
And we kissed.
Wasn't the best, a little sloppy, but he said for valentine's day he wanted me to teach him how to kiss. I said I didn't know how to kiss...Which is true, I think I totally suck xD But I'm against trying it again with him.
Monday, Hopfully we'll try everything again. Since he's kissed me, I can't seem to get him out of my mind. Which is a good thing. I believe I might be falling for him now.
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